Date

Well I went on a blind date last night. It was the first time that I had gone on a blind date. In fact, it was actually the first time I'd been on a date. I met her through craigslist. I posted an ad in the personals saying that I was looking for a possible girlfriend. I got a crap ton of fake replies lol. After the first couple, I was able to tell right away which were real and which were fake. In 2 days I got about 20 fake replies and like 2 real replies. Well in any case, last night we decided to go have dinner at a Mexican restaurant. She is actually hispanic. I feel like the date went fairly well but the only problem was that it was very awkward for me. Being my first date I was pretty nervous. I also didn't really know what to talk about. I'm bad at small talking and I have a feeling that she is too. So there were many moments when we didn't even say anything to each other. Towards the end of the date she started talking a bit more and it made me feel more relaxed. I guess if shes talking a lot then that means she is at least a bit interested in me and isn't completely out of place. But the whole thing was still a bit awkward. I wish I could go back and maybe do it over lol. I would be more confident. But I guess it's a bit expected since it was my first date.